army of zombies
Thursday, October 21, 2004
  dear diary hows it going i am here for the first time in many moons to express my thoughts and talk about my life it sounds kind of selfish so i will talk about people instead of talking about me although maybe in the process of filtering my thoughts i will do a little of both i am deeply involved in a relationship with a girl from washington state named cassandra mc coll she is my sexy honey she is sweet sixteen and she is my new girlfriend i love you cassie you are the girl of my dreams and the lady of my life tonite we had swarm cafe we had some new visitors some people that knew my sister from high school which was kind of unusual circumstances i tried to rap over a folk song let me talk more about my girlfriend cassie she has long brown hair and brown eyes and tanned skin with a golden brown glow and she is native american and she wants to be a scientist when she finishes school and she was on the debating team but shes not anymore but she makes really convincing arguments she blows my mind i love you cassie you will always be my girlfriend i have never felt this way about a girl before she is the most beautiful girl in the world we had a cooling off period for a couple of weeks then we jumped back into the heat of the moment i love cassie with passion and intensity she turns me on she makes me horny and happy she loves me and i love her back she is beautiful and intelligent she still hasnt sent me pictures of her but im patiently waiting and hoping and praying she will give me her number and address and send me photos so i can see what she looks like she was nice enough to change her avatar from marilyn manson to a green lady m and m i still want to see her face i want to kiss her and hug her and take her home to my place to meet the parents i love you cassie with all my heart and soul she is my sweet heart she is the apple of my eye she is my one and only girlfriend she is my past present and future i love cassie every breath she takes every step she makes every heart she breaks i cant have my cake and eat it too i refuse to be torn between two lovers me and my girlfriend all i need in this life of sin im born again i believe in jesus i believe in faith hope and love i praise the lord for sending me an angel from heaven like cassie to rescue me from the depths of despair she makes me happy i love cassie with all my heart and soul she is the girl of my dreams she completes me we are made for each other we belong together age aint nothing but a number i cant hardly wait until she turns seventeen next year im gonna come over to america to see her in may twenty second cassie i love you my baby boo i want to see you blow out the candles on your birthday cake i wish you were here i miss you my dear brown sugar i want to give you all my hugs and kisses i love you cassie all the days of my life so this is what i have been doing talking to my girlfriend every night after dinner but im not eating breakfast lunch and dinner i have been praying and fasting cause im a saint and sinner i am still addicted to pornography and i still need to deal with my problems by praying and fasting and asking god to break the yoke that is keeping my heart and soul in bondage to the enemy i love cassie she is the girl of my dreams it feels so good to have a girlfriend after such a long time of being a member of the broken hearts club i love cassie with all my heart and soul ive got to keep reaching for the goal running the race of life determined to succeed and plant seeds i want cassie to be the mother of my babies together we will be forever in eternity she is gonna be a scientist and im gonna be a missionary and we will live on the mission field together overseas in africa or south east asia and we will be married with children and together we will be having the time of our lives that is my dream for the future the way it is now i talk to cassie every day online after dinner she is a top priority in my life but god must come first before all other things jesus first myself last and others in between i love cassie she is my girlfriend im gonna see her next year and we will be walking and talking together we can spend the day at the beaches and she will give me peaches and cream cause she is my pretty young thing shes the girl of my dreams ive been fasting for three weeks ive got one more week to go i went to a staff retreat last weekend there was people from gold coast and sunshine coast byron bay and island breeze there more things about cassie her favourite colour is blue she wants to be a scientist she likes rock music and i like rap music but she loves me even though we have different tastes in music we can appreciate each others opinions cause opposites attract and it takes all kinds of people to make a world i love cassie cause she loves me and accepts me just the way i am and she doesnt try to change me and she trusts me even though i mess with her head even t hough i break her heart and leave her high and dry with nothing to chew on for a couple of weeks still she misses me and she wants me back and how can i say no to that cause she is so sweet and lovely and she is willing to make sacrifices for the sake of love and she never asks for anything in return she is totally altruistic in her motives she just wants to be loved and i just want to love her in return i love you cassie my heart burns for you i love you morning noon and night you are the girl of my dreams and the lady of my life you know we keep it tight you are my brown sugar you are the apple of my eye you are my angel from heaven i love cassie she has some pets her mum is a nurse i dont know what her dad does yet she has brothers and sisters she is sweet sixteen im gonna come and see her when she turns seventeen it will be the summer of the seventeenth doll i love you cassie mc coll mind body and soul you are always on my mind i think about you all the time she likes to boogie woogie she likes to go to car rallys with her mates this weekend she is gonna help with the homecoming parade but she is not going she just wants to help out her friends cause she is good and kind and generous with her time i wish that i could kiss her and hug her and hold her tight goodnight sleep tight dont let the bed bugs bite when the morning comes i will rub the sleep from my eyes cassie is the girl of my dreams so ill be thinking of you tonight i love you cassie you are the light at the end of the tunnel you are my one and only beloved sweet heart you are my beautiful girlfriend cassie my dreamgirl i love you cassie no more shall we part hugs and kisses love dan the man smile jesus loves you :) peace out from zombie flesh the moon face one from dusk to dawn we be jesus freaks any day of the week
 
Monday, October 04, 2004
  lack of individuality not withstanding this is my blogger so im going to say whatever i want in it forgive my arrogance but i dont read other peoples bloggers just because im too lazy not because i dont find them interesting cause i do but i havent read other peoples bloggers for a long time and im not going to start now unless i find a cool blogger with lots of photos and drawings and cool stuff so why should somebody look at my blog when its just boring text because sometimes i go off my nut and say lots of crazy stuff thats why i want to use all the colours of the rainbows today on t he net i am looking at music websites i like the official websites of artists and not the fan sites but sometimes fan sites are better than the official sites so you have to get the best of b oth worlds i dont know what i have been doing since i last updated my website i went swimming with my parents on the weekend im gonna be fasting during the weekdays for the next five or six weeks and eating on the weekends thats the plan i dont know if its gonna work out or not i am stupid and crazy i wish i was dead so i could get out of my head birds are flying in the sky cars keep passing me by im wasting my time im a gardener i wash cars i wash clothes i wash dishes i love water h20 keeps me alive and breathing whats my name zombie flesh t he moon face one arrogant selfish filled with pride needs a good kick in the pants hey thats the beauty of wearing a mask i can blame all my problems on my alter ego please look at my website i dont know how im gonna get my friends to access this without adding their own two cents b ut thats ok it makes it more interesting just pick a colour and stick with it so i know who you are and what you are saying its like a big community of jesus freaks praise the lord i dont know what to do with my life i just love to waste my time i wont be happy until i have exterminated all the colours of the rainbow sometimes i wish i was dead then i remember when i keep on living for my friends and family cause they love me dead or alive my parents wrote their will last week that was kind of scary i dont want them to die i want them to be alive forever mum is going in a hot air balloon for her fifty birthday that should be heaps of fun i love gardening and hospitality life is beautiful pretty pink baby blue i love outkast they are cool they won the video of the year for video music awards go outkast you rock keep it real homies www.outkast.com whats up doc check it out jesus freaks rock the house keep on shining for jesus like my friend always says i love you tigist you are the girl of my dreams she lives in ethiopia my girlfriend my beautiful girlfriend i miss her heaps one day she is gonna live here in australia with me then everything will be alright again take a mental note adriel wants to have coffee with me tomorrow chloe is going to do beach to bush next year it would be cool to hang out with her again i havent talked to her since impact summer though i sent her a couple of emails when i got back but we kind of fell out of touch and contact i said i was gonna go to agmf but i didnt jason says hes gonna go to a gospel music festival when he gets back to the states his sista bought him tickets i am living under a bridge with all my hermits and goblins i am mad i am out of my tree i am crazy f or jesus if you have any problems with me dont blame it on the weatherman its my fault i got jamelia and linkin park from my cd of the month club i used to be on doubledays book of the month club but as soon as i bought music instead of books they changed my subscription details i wish i could just switch back and forth cause i dont read enough books i spend too much time on computer and i watch too much tv and i dont update this website often enough i wish i could make it possible to access this website without giving away my codes but i know of no other way unless somebody stumbles across this website by accident when they are looking for zombies or something like that i dont even watch zombie movies its just because my rapper name is zombie flesh the moon face one so if i ever got a record deal my fans would be zombies like me id rather my fans were brainless zombies than calling them maggots like slipknot does i guess that the difference is my fans are the ones with brains and im the one with no brains thats what im trying to say like im a dead man walking cause i feel like im living in a dream world i did nothing all day we emptied out the rooms for some blue shirt dudes who were vacuuming the carpets and washing them we had to take the cupboards and tables and chairs out of the rooms and then vacuum the dust up and put everything back again everything in its right place where we found it just lying around i saw breaking benjamin and raven symone clips on the net i love the name raven i think ill check out her website and buy all her albums and hope that she gives me props cause im gonna be her biggest fan once her album drops in aussie land god bless love daniel aka zombiefleshthemoonfaceone nothing to do nothing to say nothing lasts forever nothing matters anyway i am a waste of space but thats ok pretty soon there will be more mission builders coming to show me up and make me feel like a loser because im a time waster and i do nothing round here im looking forward to starting bls so at least my life will be fitter happier more productive life is good i feel like im alf but thats ok cars keep driving by this road of life mad and disco went to the mountains and the bush and beach to bush is coming back this month in a couple of weeks time it will be cool and exciting to hear all their outreach stories props to the chicks and dudes on beach to bush for delivering a witchdoctor woman from demons praise the lord the power of the holy spirit is working through the ywam teams peace be with you god bless love zombiefleshthemoonfaceone come join my army of zombies and have fun in the sun one day im gonna relocate to africa or america unless i just flip the script and go to japan cause i think they have the best cartoons and i love to eat noodles every day im fasting and praying cause im addicted to pornography so im trying to deal with that by looking at cartoons and lyrics instead of pictures of naked woman or girls in bikinis it amounts to the same thing cause its just an unobtainable fantasy i think that josh loves mary liew thats ok im happy for him i hope they have lots of malaysian american babies i want to go to malaysia to do bible school but i have to learn malay first and save my money plus i want to go back to ethiopia and see my beautiful girlfriend tigist again i love you tigist without you im nothing id slash my wrists but i must persist for your love thats all i want just to spend time with you my beautiful girlfriend tigist i love you i miss you want to hug and kiss you im sorry for cheating on you and breaking your heart too many times i feel so desperate and dateless im in some weird place between singles and couples that occupies my mind all the time i think of you tigist im sorry for taking you for granted i want you back i love you tigist until the end of time god bless love dan the man aka zombiefleshthemoonfaceone hugs and kisses to all my jesus freaks all around the world :) smile jesus loves you shout out to mum and dad thanks for all the food and shelter peace out keep it real keep on shining for jesus let your light shine jesus is the way truth and life nobody comes t o god except through jesus he is the gateway to eternal life peace out keep on smiling god loves u
 
diary poems weird stuff thoughts in my head talking to voices in my head talking about religion and relationships mad life diary dairy milking my mind cow the cash cow of mental headaches i am the snotty nosed punk that walks around drunk who smells like a half dead ratty haired skunk god bless

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