dear diary hows it going been a long time since i last wrote in this a lot of things have happened since october i really should write in this more regularly i dont know if i said it before but in october i met my girl on the net and she came up for the week last week my girlfriends name is michele mendoza she is the most beautiful girl in the world she is gifted and talented and works for world vision she has gifted hands she is good at making stuff she goes to university so she is very beautiful and intelligent she has brains and beauty too mahal kita michele mendoza i love you sweet heart michele came up to visit me last week and i had the time of my life school starts tomorrow we have beach to bush and frontiers schools starting it feels so weird to be back on base i love my girlfriend she is the bomb we saw spongebob squarepants and finding neverland we went to sea world and saw all the polar bears and seals and dolphins and we went to australia zoo and saw the crocodiles and camels and elephants being fed im really excited to be going round the world with michele when i finish my school in between schools i get six months on six months off thats the way it works round here i got an image change i shave every day now and i cut my hair when my girl came to visit me she is my hunny bunny we did lots of kissing and cuddling and catching up walking and talking and taking romantic walks in botanical gardens getting lost in the city together im so glad we met on the net plug to www.getalife.com for hooking us up and thanks to god jesus and the holy ghost cause im sure there was divine intervention that brought us together michele is super cool she believes in jesus she loves helping people she loves music and movies she is kind and generous and warm and friendly and she is unlike any girl i have ever met before i know she is the one for me because i see her as a person and i love her as a woman and she is very special girl of my dreams apple of my eye for the first time i feel loved in return i dont know what i have been doing since october i went to visit michele in october and we went to the botanical gardens in canberra we went to red hill lookout and these romantic foundtains we went singing on the magic mike and dancing for three hours at the clubs too much smoke but excellent company i stayed at the backpackers place and michele gave me lots of love letters michele is so sweet and kind she wipes away my tears when i cry i hope we will be together forever she is simply irresistible and drop dead gorgeous when michele came to visit me she gave me lots of presents we like to give each other lots of gifts to show affection she is not a material girl she knows whats important in life she cares about people in developing countries michele is kind caring and compassionate beautiful innocent godly and dreamy sweet heart even though we have had struggles in our relationship due to my battles with temptations still she has forgiven and forgotten and she is my angel from heaven and we are still together praise the lord god is so good to me to give me a beautiful girlfriend to love and respect and cherish for the rest of my days michele is my queen my heart and soul belong to her from here to eternity since october i have been friends with michele in november twenty three she said she loves me and we have been together ever since it was simply the best experience to see her face to face and hang out with her all week visiting relatives and having a good time im so blessed to have a gorgeous girlfriend lovely lady beautiful woman who loves jesus and cares about people and i hope that we get to have lots of adventures together when i finish school we can go travelling round the world and i pray god gives michele a job that makes her happy and suits her qualifications in the meantime while we are playing the waiting game cause i wont be free until the middle of the year but it feels so good to have a girlfriend even though it hurts so bad when she is not with me cause she completes me she is the missing piece of the puzzle i have been searching for my whole life im so glad that we met on the net online and offline i always have a good time with michele my sweet heart girl of my dreams my love angel for life i celebrated my birthday with michele on the 31st of january 2005 dad took a photo of us in our pjs together if you are reading this michele i love you and i want you to know that you are the only girl for me from here to eternity nothing can ever change that you are my past present and future you are my baby boo and i love you and miss you truly madly deeply you mean the world to me you are my treasure from heaven and your company is always a pleasure feels so good to have a girlfriend hurts so bad missing my baby boo michele mendoza the love of my life so im missing my baby school starts tomorrow for beach to bush and frontiers praise the lord for emails and phone to keep in touch with my fantasy and reality michele mendoza praise the lord for the blessing she is in my life she gives me better days she is the sunshine of my life im so blessed to have family and friends i pray that people in third world countries who dont have enough to eat would be fed by people who are generous enough to give their time to helping them i hope all the starving hungry people in the world get enough to eat it makes me feel bad when i see things like tsunamis and wars and famine and disease on the daily news i hope that this world will be a better place michele makes the world a better place by working for organisations such as world vision i hope one day we can work for the same organisation so we can be together for the sake of love and team work and helping hands across the world daniel loves michele until the end of time im so happy that i got to see michele in person twice the first time i visited her and the second time she came to me she makes me so happy she is my beautiful wonderful girlfriend she is my shining star and she has a beautiful voice and a gorgeous tan and we got to go swimming forgot to mention that earlier it rained most of the time michele was here but on the last couple of days praise the lord got some sunny weather for my hunny bunny thankyou Jesus for clearing up the sky if you can read this michele i wish you were here i love you with all my heart and soul you are amazing incredible wonderful lovely and amazing and im so blessed to have you in my life its dinner time now so i have to go if any of my friends are reading this all the people on mad and disco and all my friends i miss you and i love you and i hope to all see you again before we meet in heaven god bless love daniel smile jesus loves you have a nice day life has changed for the better since god gave me a girlfriend i love you michele you rock my world hugs and kisses peace out god bless love daniel smile jesus loves you :)
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