army of zombies
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
  hi my name is daniel wiseman i know i have not done my blogger for a long long time but now i am going to start making more regular updates now i have significant news to report and this is not good news but bad news i wish i could make up some good news like im getting married and i have my first baby on the way but the truth is the exact opposite my girlfriend michele mendoza broke up with me or i broke up with her or maybe we did it both at the same time and now life sucks and everything is horrible and i want to kill myself and the only reason im still alive is because im in a godly christian environment and it would be bad publicity for somebody to commit suicide while representing a christian organisation but really my life sucks cause my girlfriend broke up with me and i dont know how to fix it i dont think i can handle this much longer she says that we should be special friends until she comes back and if she feels the magic when we kiss then its meant to be but i dont want to keep on waiting if we are just going to be friends because i dont want to just be friends cause michele is my girlfriend and i love her and i cant see her as just friends cause she is the lover of my soul its really hard to just be friends after being so much more than just friends for almost six months well its been a long roller coaster ride of love its been a beautiful dream i really dont know how to handle this im so dazed and confused i thought she was trying to break up with me but i think she was just telling me not to make any promises im not sure what to think im sure she said lets just be friends or something along those lines but i think maybe i got it wrong somewhere and now i dont know how to fix it i hope that she still loves me i hope that we can work it out michele if you are reading this i still love you and i hope that we can get back together cause i cant be friends with you cause i love you too much to just be friends im going up and down like a yo yo with this relationship i wish that i could make up for lost time i wish that i had gone to europe with michele then we wouldnt be in this mess in the first place if i had just bought round the world tickets then we wouldnt have to spend four months apart something like that can really be the death of a relationship im glad we both trust each other god makes everything beautiful in his time i hope that we can fix this and work it out i love you michele you know that i love you from the bottom of my heart i dont know if i have talked about all the stuff that has happened in this relationship when michele came to visit me we went to sea world together courtesy of her relatives who had inside connections relatives who work for sea world so we could get in for free yes i did t hrow up in the all you can eat restaurant but we had a good time chasing polar bears and watching the sea lions frolicking in the water i really miss you michele i love you with all my heart and soul please dont break up with me i dont want to be lost and lonely and desperate and dateless for the rest of my life you will always have a special place in my heart im glad its not over between us please dont give up on me i love you michele i want you i need you truly madly deeply when michele came we saw finding neverland and spongebob squarepants when she came to queensland when i came to canberra we saw shall we dance i stayed in a backpackers lodge the first meal we had together was mangos i forget what our last meal was but michele probably remembers shes got a better memory than me thats why i depend on her so much in this relationship because she is full of beauty and wisdom i really hope that i can fix the burning bridges we need a bridge over troubled water only god can save our souls jesus please bring my baby boo back to me i think that the whole reason for our break up is not unfaithfulness which is traditionally the reason for break ups but a simple error in communication god bless love daniel smile jesus loves you i hope that i can fix this i hope that god can fix this cause i cant do this in my own strength peace out all you funky homies may you live long and prosper there has to be more to life than this :) smile jesus loves you   7:14 AM
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